So yeah I barely got the first character done (needed to sort out a weapon) and I didn't get to start on the second one properly. I had a rough idea but nothing solid.
So today I'm ****ed up in the head, have a headache that borders on migraine (I can't focus well when I have one of those because they make me pretty nauseous) and I have a game today. I wanted to cancel but in the end didn't because it was far too close to the time (it was basically time for me to be leaving to pick up the DM). I pick up the DM and tell him that "shit has hit fan". I explain everything that's been going on in the past 4 days. He sees me uncharacteristically swearing my head off for 5 minutes solid because of some guy that nearly ran into me.
He still starts the game session.
Of course you can imagine the stress that this causes. Add to that the fact that lots of this stuff required the skills of the character I didn't get to stat up and I did a severe role play **** up due to my migraine having returned (I did take some paracetamols but I only had enough for a single dose).
You can imagine the end result. I storm out. DM chases after me and tries to stop me from driving off in my car by standing in front of it with his hands on the bonnet and gesturing for me to get out. The look in his eyes seemed angry so I wasn't going to get out as I was quite scared. I persisted and he let me go.
I really don't know what to do now. Is there anything I can do or have I really ****ed up?